Last night I had spasms again. I was near sleep. It's been a long time since I used to have them. This one scared me. Twisting, writhing, moaning as though in agony, though to my knowledge there was no reason for it. No reason at all. Maybe it's just a seasonal thing; I last had them around this time last year.
I feel lost. All around me are familiar faces, worn out places, worn out faces...
The other day I felt the mist of thought. At least that's what I thought it was. I felt like I could see the ripples people make in reality, like waves of water flowing through cream. I moved my fingers and felt my own patterns change. Then I looked around and saw everyone, everything, and the complexities of the worldwide pattern made me feel faint. Even the contents of a single room is enough to overwhelm me. I guess there's a reason humans on the whole can't sense these things; it's too much for out 3-dimensional, single-plane minds to handle.
Also, I've got an idea for a play. Or at least the start. Or middle. We'll see how it goes.
I've been reminded of this:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q0RAKVjFKRc
No white rabbits, but never mind eh?
1 comment:
Must be hard to sleep. I don't really get anything like that.
But have you ever felt that falling feeling? In the middle of the bed and you feel like you're about to drop? Have had those. Weird.
A play? Interesting.
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