Even Angels Cry

I wonder how many senses humans actually have.
I see with my eyes, but the things only I can see I perceive with my hind eyes, hidden behind my foreeyes. People and objects I can feel somewhere in my inner ear, but other things I sense in a place I don't have a name for - partway down my neck, on either side towards the back. There's a hollow there, a bit like the temple. Certain kinds of energy I feel in the very middle of my head. Things I can't even begin to describe I feel in my gut, in my second heart. There's a sort of tingling when I sting someone as the energy travels through me to my head. All these things... it's not right. I know it's not right.

I've been taking Melatonin. Seems to be helping my sleep a bit. How can I explain to people that I'm tired on the inside?