Assertive! There's no longer time to wait and think. I've been waiting my whole life. For years I've been thinking, and watching, and waiting... all this waiting, endlessly in silence. We've had time to reflect. Now, everything points to action. It's time to implement... Project Assert.
In the past such projects have not gone well. Project Crush never really got off the ground. Project Stop was a miserable failure. Project Rebirth succeeded beyond my expectations, but within months had begun to splinter and crack and ultimately left us worse off than before - without memory. Two other unnamed projects came close to destroying us altogether. Will this succeed where others have failed? I can't say. Certainly it looks promising.
What follows is the outline of the plan so far. The details are better left unsaid. In no particular order,
- Stop worrying.
- Take Danica out and show her the time of her life.
- Get a job.
- Get my G1.
- Make peace with my alters.
- Put my schoolwork back on track.
- Find stability.
- Resolve my anger.
- Survive December.
- Be open and honest about my feelings.
- Work with these doctor people to find out what's really wrong in my head.
- Accept my destiny.
- Actually finish one of my big writing projects.
- Purify my thoughts.
- Start a webcomic.
- Get over my pain addiction.
- Start exercising again.
- Love the world.
- Love myself.
- Forgive Grandfather.
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