I am NOT a vampire

Okay. I'm sick of my life always being up and down, up and down, never just restful. I want to either BE happy or BE sad, not this constant motion. Stability I can live with. And of the two, personally I'd prefer to be happy. So I will now begin Project Crash.
The name is meaningless, and ultimately irrelevant.

So henceforth, or until I am finished:

1. I will not indulge in any acts with any sexual connotations. Even looking at girls the wrong way. In fact, I will do my best not to look at girls at all (although this will be difficult considering which school I go to).

2. I will proceed to write the Encyclopedia Sevenfoldia to help me make sense of my life so far.

3. I will refrain from thinking about my Nightmares, especially Dagon. I will not think about Dagon.

4. I will not listen to Lux Aeterna.

5. I will manage my time effectively.

6. I will not talk about Fight Club.

7. I will get more sleep. That means not staying up until one in the morning playing Minesweeper.

8. I will, to the best of my abilities, avoid looking into people's souls.

9. I will be kinder to people I do not know. And, if possible, the people I do know.

10. I will meditate at least once a day.

11. I will learn to love myself.

12. I will Pulse upon breakage of any of the above rules until the unwanted behavior has subsided.

To any who read this I make this pledge. Hope this works...
Still love you.