First day of December. How do I feel?
It's strange. There's a chill on the air, a kind of apprehension buried beneath smoke. Now is the time to get things done. I might not get another chance.
We're wearing a cross. The little gold necklace. Skeleton's orders. It makes sense; if the worst should happen a holy symbol may be no end of help. Still though... when I put it on I feel tired, dizzy, prone to headaches. I swear the thing burns slightly where it touches me. I can't eat when it's pressed against my skin, it nauseates me. I think it's going to continue to hurt me so long as I believe that it will. It's better than the alternative. However, that borders on Things Too Terrible To Contemplate (TTTTC) so it's best to leave that alone.
I've decided I'm going to do push-ups. Lots of them. True, I'm not really built for that kind of thing judging by the shape of my arms and neck, but... I don't really know. Just one of those things.
Work to do. Lit and Anthro. School is really wearing me down.
Did I mention summer camp? I'm signed up for four weeks of camp in the summer. Or so. Much of it is a canoe trip out into the wilderness. Just paddling out with food and tents and going around rivers for a week or two. Fun or hell? That's yet to be decided.
Oh, and I read Twilight. In a single night, if you're interested, which is why I've been so tired all of today. And I refuse to comment. I know everyone else in pretty much the entire world has something to say about the series or the movie or whatever, so I'm defying conformity by saying nothing. You do not get to hear my opinion. As far as you know I have no opinion. The fact that I read it all at once can be attributed to boredom, or not having any reasonable idea of when is a good time to go to bed, and not to the fact that I couldn't put it down. Maybe I was enjoying it and maybe I wasn't. I lowered myself to mentioning The Dark Knight, but this cultural phenomenon has left me untouched! I am the only blogger in the world who has read the book and not voiced an opinion! Revel in my power! Hahahahahahahaha!
(Of course, Danica will beat it out of me within minutes of reading this, but let me enjoy it while I can...)
I have work that I should be doing. That I really, really need to do. What am I still doing here? Stop blogging and start working right this inst
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and upon autumn's fading glow
harvesting from what's been sown
gazing out that window weary
sandflakes fall from eyes still dreary
coffee cup in steady hand
dogs attend to dewy land
and stirring up such shiny cars
or shooting shit in lonely bars
tacking on an extra room
turtle's pace to those for whom
a rabbit's race is never won
will not hold the wheel now spun
and even that perfunct'ry kiss
cannot hide the dream amiss
for once is heard the moonlit call
then the house of cards may fall
but love's not lost on angel pin
that which sought is found within
dear nine, not all touched take heed
if left uncovered hallowed seed
choices to which life is wed
morpheus will make your bed
a pillow sewn from starlight foam
and something nice back home
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