Dec 4, 2008

The usual banter

You know what bothers me? Well,
  • God is not in the sky. Well, technically He is, but I don't think it's right to define a being that exists in every point in the Universe at the same time as being simply "up".
  • On that note, if God says to love everyone, does that mean we should also love Satan and all his demon friends? Do we make an exception for ultimate evils or not? I'm not sure.
  • I'm worried about how I smell again. I don't really have a good sense of smell, so I can't tell if I'm just fine or repulsive. How do I smell? I don't know.
  • On that note, I don't know what I look like. I mean, I can see myself in mirrors and pictures, but facial recognition just doesn't kick in. I never recognize myself. I wish someone would just tell me what I look like.
  • On that note, I wish someone would just describe myself to me. And I don't mean in a general way, I mean specifically. I'm sick of self-examination, I want a full psychological analysis. I want someone to be able to tell me why I think the way I do, why I do things, why I twitch, why I get tired, and so on. I want someone to know me better than I know myself, and tell me what they see. Is that weird?
  • I have no idea what to get people for Christmas. I'm not good with gifts. I feel obligated to outdo myself and then guilty when I don't. Sometimes I wish I could just disappear in a corner somewhere and have everyone forget about me until the new year.
Liz found my little black notebook! Not that I really use it, but it's nice to have around. Happy it's back in my pocket.
Got a haircut. Worrying about it.
Very tired. VERY tired.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

"Up" is metaphorically good. Therefore, God (by definition "good") must be up. Ah, the power of the associative mind!

Post a picture of yourself and I'd be happy to give you a description. And it isn't weird to seek this from an outside source. It's actually quite healthy.