Jul 6, 2009

Should be hibernating

At school. Math is either stressful or tedious. I flip constantly between trying to keep up with the equations to frustration at the time it takes to do anything. Sometimes I daydream or switch out during class and I've missed something important and have to struggle to catch up. Accelerated learning is hard.
Aw, it's not all bad. I'm busy is all.

I'm tired. I got about four hours sleep last night. Just can't seem to get any rest.

I'm worried about my use of time. I've taken to playing a lot of Solitaire lately. I need to do my schoolwork, and put aside time to work on the play I keep meaning to work on, and the comic, and maybe have a social life. The social life is near the bottom of my to-do list, though. I'm spending four weeks at camp next month, I don't want to people myself out too soon.

I keep having thoughts, but I can never remember them. It's hard to concentrate lately. I have nearly no attention span. I wonder why.

1 comment:

jane said...

i've been playing a lot of solitaire lately, too. sometimes we just need to take a break and let things cool down for a while with something that is essentially thoughtless and requires nothing resembling passion. just another way of exhaling.